Astrology, Health, and Healing Through Grief: The Awakening (Part 2 of 3)
No matter how well you got along in the earthly realms or how long they lived, losing a parent is devastating. In the six months after my dad passed, my life fell apart, even though I kept up a good front on the outside. 💔
I knew I needed to end my relationship with my partner of 18 months, but he kept finding ways to cling. On top of that, my health was unraveling, despite every attempt I made to heal naturally.
Meanwhile, my finances were in shambles. I was burning myself out sharing natural remedies about burnout (the irony wasn’t lost on me, lol), posting daily on social media but gaining no traction. No one was booking readings or sessions. Clients I was excited to work with said yes to programs and but then backed out the next day.
Ignoring my own pain, I still sought to serve, help, and heal others.
And yet—through it all—I rarely felt alone. My mom, kids, and friends were so supportive. My dad was also there in spirit, not only as one of my guides, but also introducing me to other “spirit masters.” My “agnostic” dad had indeed gone to the light! ✨
Missed Part 1 of this story, where I shared about my dad’s passing and the cracks it opened? Click here to read how this story began.
Then came the breakthrough. June 30, 2023. In the middle of sickness and silence (I had completely lost my voice while traveling), I channeled something entirely new: a paradigm called The Metaphysical Rose. 🌹 It connected astrology, the Gene Keys, and metaphysical healing in ways I had never seen others do before. It was raw, wild, and otherworldly. And though it felt like the lifeline I had prayed for, I wasn’t quite sure what to make of it.
A few weeks later, after landing in the ER, I finally found the courage to permanently end my relationship.
Two weeks after that, my son—my baby—moved halfway across the country to begin college in the Midwest. That hot August day, helping him move into his dorms, I was so physically sick and emotionally bereft I could barely hold it together.
By the end of the month, I was in surgery, honoring the wisdom and encouragement of my body, soul, and spirit during a gentle Mercury retrograde in Virgo. ♍️
Afterwards, as my body healed at a miraculous pace (yay, healing herbs!), the Metaphysical Rose began weaving itself into my consciousness at a deeper level. Patterns unfolded. Connections appeared between plants, herbs, and foods tied to the signs and planets. It was exhilarating, like the Universe was handing me a divine map to health. 🗺️
But when I tried to share this map with clients, it didn’t land. It was too ethereal, too abstract. There was a “map”—but to where? And how? Clients loved the intuitive hits and affirmations, but the bridge between what I had created and how it could truly help people was still missing.
That gap haunted me.
Until now.
✨ Have you ever had an awakening you didn’t “ask for”? Please comment below 👇🏼 to share your story — I read and respond to each and every one.
Stay tuned for Part 3: The Integration. That’s where I’ll share how the Metaphysical Rose has recently evolved, what alignment really means, and what it looks like to create your own accessible map of your divine design.
Love,
Jennifer 🌹
P.S. Save the date! ✨ Bloom into Clarity is happening Thursday, September 4 at 10am PDT. Send me an email* if you’d like to attend —this is where it all starts to come alive.